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sherlene
 turns 365 days older on the 7th of Nov and is deeply in love with the colour purple. currently indulging in SUPER JUNIOR! :D  Super Junior M - 迷 (Me)  favourites
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Donnerstag, Juni 28
peas on earth
9:06 PM another great song to share... think the chorus really speaks my inner feelings. hurhur. ;) love love enrique. ever since "escape" & "hero" days. haha being the emo me. am obsessed with my ipod currently. no choice, have to bar all distractions... rawr... 1 more week to go... :( Somebody's Me - Enrique Iglesias You, do you remember me?, Like, I remember you? Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?, Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that, I really fell, and I'm going through hell. Thinking about you with somebody else. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. yeaa... How, how did we go wrong? It was so good, and now its gone, And i pray at night, that our passing will cross. What we had, isn't lost. Cause you are always driving in my thoughts.. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you its lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. Oh yeah... You will always be in my life, even if im not in your life. Cause you're in my memory... You, will you remember me?... And before you set me free, oh listen please... p.s apparently imeem doesnt have this up yet so its youtube. the image is still though. its just the music playing. haha. gotta wait patiently for it to load :D Labels: crazy, heartfelt, hehe, music, study, tired, 碎碎念 Mittwoch, Juni 27
desire for wisdom
6:57 PM nothing can change the fact that its been done. and its time to move on. Just Feel Better - Santana feat. Steven Tyler She said I feel stranded And I can't tell anymore If I'm coming or I'm going It's not how I planned it I've got a key to the door But it just won't open And I know, I know, I know Part of me says let it go That life happens for a reason I don't, I don't, I don't Because it never worked before But this time, this time I'm gonna try anything to just feel better Tell me what to do You know I can't see through the haze around me And I do anything to just feel better And I can't find my way Girl I need a change And I do anything to just feel better Any little thing that just feel better She said I need you to hold me I'm a little far from the shore And I'm afraid of sinking You're the only one who knows me And who doesn't ignore That my soul is weeping I can't find my way God I need a change And I'd do anything to just feel better Any little thing that just feel better I'm tired of holding on To all the things I ought to leave behind, yeah It's really getting old, and I think I need a little help this time! I'm gonna try anything to just feel better Tell me what to do You know I can't see through the haze around me And I do anything to just feel better And I can't find my way God I need a change And I do anything to just feel better Any little thing that just feel better Labels: depressed, music, remorseful, 碎碎念 Montag, Juni 25
frozen cucumbers
7:15 PM im too cool to be a cucumber already. :S haha rawr oh well mum's out shopping for my comics! yay i finally found 3 doraemon comics -- taiwanese version! :D happiness. the thought of reading them excites me already lah. i really do need some rough sort of entertainment man. BT2 started today, will probably not be online as often till 5 July. tomorrow's physics. :( i just hope to pass. :) 懂得努力，才會有豐收的結果  Mr Eyecandy is gonna have a concert in SG! yayness :D  Labels: happy, stressed, study, 碎碎念 Freitag, Juni 22
奇跡
11:43 PM 如果說我很堅強 我已騙了自己 如果說我很勇敢 我已毀了自信 人，那麽渺小 爲什麽需要應付 那麽多棘手的考驗？ 就是爲了讓自己更勇敢、更堅強。 人生的道路，還很遙遠 如果能夠開懷面對宇宙 我相信沒有什麽考驗難不倒我的  Labels: heartfelt Donnerstag, Juni 21
hatred no more
11:23 PM for once today i kinda felt a moment of despair, i felt hopeless, like robinson crusoe stranded on an island. somehow, crusoe managed to survive on his own. and maybe i should learn how to. the days are nearing, the time is ticking, the nights are dawning, yet, i feel no sense of urgency... sometimes i feel that the world's so big, what am i compared to everyone else? when there are times i wished i knew what i should be doing well, it comes upon to me as something which was forced onto me, something that i didnt come across happy doing it. well, now's the time i learn to love the things i when the going gets tough, the tough gets going. Montag, Juni 18
world without poverty
10:48 PM experience at famine camp kinda made me reflect. met lotsa people, from the past and present. rekindled friendships, made new friends, had lotsa laughter despite the humongous hunger throbbing my stomach and the tiredness that plagued my limbs and brain. oh well, i guess i shall just type it out in full since i doubt i'll have the time ever again to update and keep it my pensieve. hah! its gonna be pretty narrative and dry but oh well :D sat 16june slept at about 2am the night before, after 天使情人 and 百分百. packed my luggage and then went to sleep. haha woke up just in time so that dad could fetch me to woodlands mrt ^^. met the class peeps, annabel, colin, tong, yewliang, weiying and zhen tang for breakfast at causeway point macs. saw familiar faces esp many from s26, some volunteering as facilitators (they had the choice to EAT during the 30 hrs! rawr. haha). after breakfast took bus to Republic Poly and then i saw alexi and zhaoey. haha. registered and got our tees and then went to hang around finding people from the same country. yep, we were divided into 8 countries, Bangladesh (which i was in), Ethiopia, Uzbekistan, Mongolia, Lesotho, Cambodia, Zambia and Myanmar. simin and kiran was in Bangladesh too. and then i met my closest friend throughout the 2 days! haha louisa! lol. we struggled through the hunger and the misery together lol. then it was to RP's cultural centre (sickening place like some freezer) to start the clock and watched some videos about children suffering from HIV/AIDS and poverty around the world. kinda pained my heart so see so many children younger than me, who are more capable, are left to fend for themselves in the cruel world out there without parents to care for them. its like most of them have aspirations to be teachers and doctors (99.9% of the children who were interviewed), careers that could really change one's lives- education creates beautiful minds and the wonders of medicine can heal and bloom miracles that could add rainbows to people's lives. and yet, somehow i wonder its funny how in singapore, we can dream of being tai-tais and basking in luxurious LVs, driving Ferraris, trotting around in Jimmy Choos, decked out in DKNY or Burberry while there are so many many many people out there who would just be very contented with probably a meal from Macs or a packet of M&Ms and books and pencils that could enhance their education. and then i thought, i'm sure i'm gonna go forward to sponsor one child when i'm able and working. for sure, i would want to see that smile on that child's face. :) alright, continuing with the experience, we gathered as countries after the start of the famine and decided on the government for Bangladesh. found out that Bangladesh was the biggest country with 160 people. saw other familiar faces from other jcs that i have never met in a long while. kinda cool. then after that got into 'families' for better organization. haha ours was the SA family. yeah yeah we were anti-social and very lazy. haha! =X then went to the main activity area, Agora Hall for a talk by the Cambodian World Vision IC about HIV/AIDS. later it was the briefing for the games section. "Basic Instincts" as it was called, it was like some simulation exercise. we had to be crippled, suffering from HIV/AIDS, blind or mute and had to earn as much money, get vaccinated, earn food and water for our country within 2 hours. had to go round getting education, before earning a skill and then a job to earn more money. practically, there were some who went through 'dirty' means but fast money through prostitution, drug dealing or organ dealing. i 'sold' my liver for 20 ice-cream sticks (the 'money'). i didnt do the 'prostitution' though! it was like standing against some wall which said "FLESH FOR SALE" for 15 mins for 20 ice-cream sticks and the probability of getting HIV/AIDS and having to do vaccinations each hour. =/ RP was freaking huge and we had to run like 1km to the sports complex to earn our skill before going back to Agora Hall to get jobs. tired and hungery = misery!!! rawr. it was kinda fun la, some stations. like throwing my slipper down 2m and trying to hook it up with a pole since i went for fishing education. haha. then i decided to earn quick money by doing organ dealing. it was a bad choice cos i had to do 30 jumping jacks, 30 push-ups and 30 sit-ups to prove that i was healthy. but in the end i caught a fever because of the organ donation and then i had to get vaccinated by finishing 30 push-ups and 30 sit-ups more, while i was hungry and drained of my energy! lousia was worse. she went to earn water and carry up 1 carton of water bottles up and down a flight or stairs twice. whoa! kinda fun cos there were some friends i knew in charge of some stations. it sort of dragged on and we were behind time. then, Ly Long, this young boy from Cambodia suffering from poverty came to tell his story and there was a short Q&A. after that it was the candles thingy. they turned off all the lights in Agora Hall and we were given those candle tealights to light up before placing it in the middle. after that the UN envoys (sort of our family leaders) went 1 by 1 to blow each candle out. it was a long process since there were hundred over candles for Bangladesh and like 7, 8 envoys? and then after they explained that blowing each candle out was like a life lost each day due to preventable causes and all. at first i kinda got bored watching them blow out the candles, i sort of understood the meaning but not as clear until they kinda told us. we had to share some reflections after that and my voice kinda got stuck and i sounded like i was going to break down. heh but i didnt. my voice just went missing at the spur of the moment. but it really tugged my heart strings knowing that many of us chase materialistic wants, but who actually sits down truthfully and sincerely thinking about those who are suffering in developing countries, not being able to live happily like us? and its just that maybe many of us wonder how to help them and not knowing that a small difference like $1 a day could actually help a person in the long run. after that i couldnt really remember much but i think it was already pretty late so we went back to the sports complex to wash up and rest. the guys got the luck of sleeping in Agora Hall which was carpeted and much cooler but they had to shift their barang-barang like 1km there and then 1km back to the sports complex the next morning. oh well. haha. so i guess its fair. but then the sports complex floor was damn hard la. i mean floors are hard anyway, but still. it was quite unbearable and my sleeping bag was like damn thin, it was almost similar to a ground sheet. and the air-con wasnt cold at all. though we were sleeping near the air-con. haha. guess it was better than last year, the guys had to sleep at the gallery at our sch while the girls at the netball court in their hand-made shelters. well, it had to fulfil the theme of 'under no roof' anyway. lol. i should have gone last year! simin said it was better and more fun than this year. haha. and our sch's smaller than RP we neednt run all over the place looking for venues. =/ talking about running all over the place, we got lost trying to get back to the sports complex. people were thronging the halls and crowding exits that kinda got locked. :S and then we walked around in circles trying to find a proper unlocked exit. so dumb. so we had to go back and find another way out before the security guard finally came to open the doors for us. and it was like almost 1am already la! played a few rounds of bridge with joanne, annabel and their friends from Lesotho. haha i was a refugee there. and then tried getting sleep. wanted to mug some econs but it was really hard cos you're tired and hungry and all you can think of is sleeping on a comfy bed with some air-con. =/ took quite a while for me to sleep cos the floor was hard and some really very 'considerate' people who were chatting so loudly after lights out were nearby. quite irritating. sun 17june woke up really early, like 530am to shower. haha i actually didnt hear my alarm ring, annabel had to wake up to turn it off. lol! sorry! and then showered in the freaking icy cold water before heading for some breakfast of 1 packet drink. yes, meals were 1 packet drink each. while the rest of the time we were given free flow of water and many vending machines (snacks and flavoured drinks alike) around the campus staring at us right in the face tempting us to break the rules. but of cos we didnt. :D went for morning worship after that but most of us fell asleep, including me. =X how sinful. but we were freaking tired. :( went back to Agora Hall for newspaper collection briefing before heading off to Tampines for newspaper collection. so lame la. woodlands to tampines. =X the schedule wrote that journey was 1 hour but then it was only half an hour! cheat my feelings! the bus was damn nice to sleep on la. the air-con was just nice and then the seats were pretty comfy... ahh. broken into groups and i was with half of my 'family' the day before. nikhail, kenneth and someone else i didnt really get his name. haha nikhail was hilarious trying all the chinese pick-up lines like 你好性感 but he said it to be 你好"Seng kang". ahhaha louisa and i were laughing like mad even though we barely had the energy to. then he was talking about North Indian food (he's a scholar from there) like butter chicken and pratas and curry puffs and how to cook them. lol. it was an eye-opener to talk about different cultures. haha ironic that we were freaking shit hungry but we still talked and dreamt about glorious food! lol. combed like 20 blocks of flats for newspapers. =/ ugh. luckily almost all the blocks had lifts at each level. heng ah! if not sure faint. haha. kinda konked out before the bus came. gabriel han the facilitator ate ice cream in front of us! rawr. :S haha oh well they had a choice to eat, encouraged to starve though. after that it was bus journey back. haha kept bobbing my head onto louisa! haha that girl is so fun to hang out with! lol, sad annabel was in some other country :( came back and slacked all the way to the concert time. went to Agora Hall for some bridging and sleeping. haha we all just peng san-ed on the floor and didnt care about our 'image'. =/ we were all so tired and our brains were malfunctioning already. the concert was after that. simin said it was kinda boring compared to last year's with Ronin around. this year, break dance crew, ammunition was there, an accapella group from RP and EIC was there. however, we could barely enjoy the atmosphere cos the freaking place was so blardy cold we almost got frozen. ah well. pure joy dawned on us at the 30th hour. food! finally. 30 hours without food was really quite horrible and we were tired and all. overcomed with fatique. roar. xxxxx yay im done! okay i shall go off soon. back to some chionging its BT2 next week! ahhhhh! everything was worth it, im really glad i went for something really meaningful :D haha i heard we were on CNA on saturday. lol. cameraman was directly in front of me. HAHA. p.s walao this post damn long la! =/  Labels: camp, content, experiences, happy, heartfelt Donnerstag, Juni 14
essence of time
9:37 PM life's been getting really dreary. gotta wake up every morning with the sentiment that i gotta study, just that its so hard to accomplish it. nevermind, i shall just cheer myself up with pictures. Pictures from Mama's birthday dinner on the 10th of June        Labels: food, study, tired, visuals Mittwoch, Juni 13
deadweight loss
1:45 PM RAWRRRRRRR!~ negative externalities in production are causing me to go mad! !*@&*@*!&@*!&@)!(@*(~!@^!*^@*( super irritating i cant take it anymore i'm trying to waste time on the com! neighbours are like dismantling the whole house to build some lego-like dream abode which i think would probably look very out of place since our row of houses are supposed to look alike. :( so much for personal tastes and preferences aye. i need somewhere quiet and conducive! this sucks! i shall run off to my dreams soon! ahhh! talking about dreams, i dreamt of 小鬼 last night. haha. and grace was inside it too. what a funny weird dream, i cant remember the details, but Party Boys were in it as well. haha. anyhow, jb trip yest was filled with shopping and erm, shopping. dad went on a spree with 4 shirts and a pair of pants. i got 3 new tops! yay. other than that, i finally found the Feb issue of Esquire magazine with Thierry Henry on the cover! 小豬 was on the other side of the folded out cover so i cut Henry out. heh. oh well, it was RM11 only!  compared to the prev quoted price of S$20!? still cant find my May issue of BANG! i am so sad :( got COOL mag's June issue with 小豬 on the cover as well. oh man, i realized i bought so many mags these few days.  i need some peace and quiet! rawr. i want i want!  i saw this pair of Converse shoes in Cool mag, so nice la! [EDIT]Thursday, 9.28pm with pictures[/EDIT] Labels: dream, shopping, study, tired Montag, Juni 11
susan b. anthony
11:59 PM before the clock strikes 12, happy birthday chaochao! :) have fun @ camp celebrating it! lol. just returned from a night movie of OCEAN'S THIRTEEN. walao its superb i tell you, pretty please with clooney, damon and pitt on top :D yes, you just gotta watch it. very 心癢癢 to watch it since it came out on thursday! lalalalala~ sherlene is a happy girl. haha. its just so highly recommended, it'll be such a waste if you miss it. hope this confirms that desire to run to some cinema right away! tomorrow's gonna be a relaxing day. slack slack slack. horribly incorrigible behaviour.  spicing the movie up;  Samstag, Juni 9
snow flakes in hot pans
12:47 AM recently heard this is a shop a few days back, and i, once again, am hooked onto a new song. really brings back memories of the past, i used to indulge in, well, you could say group music? boyzone, backstreet boys, steps, s club 7, a1, westlife, spice girls... haha. then again, it makes me dream of the freedom that i want.. undeniably, it sucks having to wait so long for that freedom. and yearning for it hopefully drives me ahead to achieve my goals so that i can enjoy my freedom in satisfaction. so far, its mid-way into the hols and i am blogging here enjoying 天使情人 on tv! i feel like getting addicted to the tv. many shows to watch, new shows that i havent touched at all stored in my com 換換愛，18禁不禁，刺青 etc. i have stopped thinking too much into things, i have learnt to live and let go... until then, my ultimate fave. Steps - Its The Way You Make Me Feel Labels: music, stressed, study, 碎碎念 Mittwoch, Juni 6
cappucinos and viennoiseries
9:43 PM i'm kinda tired of this layout. haha. been about 6 months using it already. but 小豬 is still love! went browsing through blogskins for new ideas, but all the designs now seem to be lacking my tastes. lol. studying today was QUITE productive. except that dear brain wasnt fulfiling me well, maybe cos i was like half awake. bah, no more excuses, get that brain working! rawrrrrrrrrr felt like i've disappointed myself. :( sorry chaos. haha. airport delifrance with shauna and chaos. and popeyes for lunch, free fries. haha. nice having someone with more experience there to open new doors of insights. 希望我真的開僑了！ nvm, i shall need to boost my thinking speed! rawr! COME ON BRAIN, WORK IT! i've decided, mugging nights at airport shall arrive soon! Dinner @ Tower Club 26th May Sonntag, Juni 3
livin each day
11:02 AM am trying to fight the boring lifestyle i am currently leading. hah, imagine coming online during the day. so unlike me. should start cultivating a busy schedule filled with heaps of work to be done, TYSs to touch, worksheets to organize, and most importantly, prized data to be punched asap into this brain of mine. rawr. other than that, i met a kindergarten friend of mine yesterday. how funny. shopping @ Marina's uber fun. should go there soon during the GSS. retail therapy's horribly effective. went to the PC Show too. how horrendously happening. lol. i told Mum to sign me up as a flyer-person during some show in dec. many great bargains. IT stuff, i like. im hooked onto this song, daughtry's love. :) And it feels like tonight. Labels: music, shopping, study, wants, 碎碎念 |
desired
 To be happy! =D dark Chocolates! purple gold earrings SJ-M's 迷 (Me) Super Show: The First Asia Tour Concert Album 態度 tee Evisu jeans Coach long wallet Adidas shoes[x] movies to catch:  Step Up 2 the Streets(13/03)  Vantage Point (20/03) Street Kings (10/04) Definitely, Maybe (10/04) Made of Honour (15/05) Indiana Jones and the King of the Crystal Skull (23/05) Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (29/05) 21 (19/06) *go japan again! :)*get driving license!***hk/tw/bkk/beijing in June08**visit all the Disneylands![ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ] *learn japanese*learn korean*Achieve to enter desired uni!**Sony Vaio CR35G****a peaceful world to live in... =]*all my loved ones to be happy & healthy. ;)
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peas on earth
desire for wisdom
frozen cucumbers
奇跡
hatred no more
world without poverty
essence of time
deadweight loss
susan b. anthony
snow flakes in hot pans
cappucinos and viennoiseries
livin each daypast
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